She just changed her link...
i went in to peek..
well,
it wasnt right,
i noe...
but those pics...
just...
proved me wrong...

i need to know
when to move on...
there is not even
a slightest feeling for me...
i'm not needed...
i noe...
it's just the feeling
im having right now...

it's confusing...
yet disturbing...
it's painful...
yet i want to be happy...
those fake smiles...
i wanna end off
this year well...
the final year...

the final year...
the final year...
this is the last few times
i will get to see you...
i'm so depressed now...
i wanna look forward
to seeing you each day...
it aches me bad...

the sour feeling inside...
i just cant' let go...
i feel so bad...
just let me sob...
the tears wont come out...

i will miss you...
for sure...

3 more months
in this school...
wan say long cant say long..
wan say short cant say short...
i just got back to my mei...
i dun wan to lose her so quickly...

love is a great feeling at the start...
when it ends,
the pain is undescribable...
i must learn when to give up...

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pai seh...
recently no update...
i bought the xbox360...
at 1st july...
cool eh?
so i play and play...
den din update...
sorry lahhs
>_<

my fault no update kays?
XDXD
aiyah...
school close dat time...
will lose frwens...
lose mei...
lose loved one...
everything lost...
just for one 'O' level cert...

worth it or not??
u tell mi lorrs..