As usual,
I set up and
kept the visualiser
for several lessons...

yesterday it was
a little different...
i had to find out
whose book Mr Han
borrowed from...

to my supprise,
the book belonged to
err...
one of them in her group...

that was the first time
i saw her smile up close...
>.<

i was very happy inside...
but i didnt smile...
i wonder why...
she was joking with
her frwens at that time...
i am wondering if
she was also trying to
joke with me too...

hais...
days fly past fast,
4 years have almost
passed in my
secondary school life...

2 years on my ex-crush
and 2 years for her...
maybe my feelings for her is
fading too...

im not sure...
i dont seem to hurt...
but i will still believe in her
till those memories fade...