It is more simple nowadays...
I can control myself of when to love
and when to focus on work...
It is onli when you are able to
divide your time
would you onli be able to
feel more organised
and more free to do things
as you wish
in the time you divide for...

Thus
I've gotta use my time now
on my studies
thats where both of us aim.
I must push you aside for now.
Its not that i forgotten about you
Its not that im willin to move ahead now
but i must work extra hard
in order to get what i want...

I am not weak anymore.
I know what im aiming for.
Till the day im able to
fully support a relationship
i wont get involved...
but love still remains
deep within my soul...