tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59883989587752255562011-04-22T06:42:49.616+08:00Dreamy♂http://www.blogger.com/profile/10703134390959617224noreply@blogger.comBlogger111100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5988398958775225556.post-71779646249823868612007-10-18T11:21:00.000+08:002007-10-18T11:40:03.418+08:00<span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;">As usual,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">I set up </span><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">and</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">kept the visualiser</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">for several lessons...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">yesterday it was</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">a little different...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i had to find out</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">whose book Mr Han</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">borrowed from...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">to my supprise,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">the book belonged to</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">err...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">one of them in her group...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">that was the first time</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i saw her smile up close...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">>.<</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i was very happy inside...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">but i didnt smile...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i wonder why...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">she was joking with</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">her frwens at that time...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i am wondering if</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">she was also trying to</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">joke with me too...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">hais...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">days fly past fast,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">4 years have almost</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">passed in my</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">secondary school life...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">2 years on my ex-crush</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">and 2 years for her...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">maybe my feelings for her is</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">fading too...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">im not sure...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i dont seem to hurt...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">but i will still believe in her</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">till those memories fade...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5988398958775225556-7177964624982386861?l=beyond-pulse.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Dreamy♂http://www.blogger.com/profile/10703134390959617224noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5988398958775225556.post-89810666428670214042007-10-04T22:08:00.000+08:002007-10-04T22:18:20.812+08:00<span style="font-family:courier new;font-size:78%;"><span style="font-family:times new roman;">XD...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">I actually did it...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i sneaked into the AVA</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">thru the window where</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i set up the stuff ^^</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">sad thing is...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i was revealed...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">budden they still persist</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">to make me say loh...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">luckily i nvr say...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">liddat den wun kacau her</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">let it be bahs...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">if 林老师 didnt persuade</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">her to accept...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i oso dunno where the cake will go...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">thank you 老师...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i really appreciate ur help...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">this would be one of my most</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">unforgettable moments...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">happy bd to you...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">stay happy, ok?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">^^</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">love, Dreamy</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5988398958775225556-8981066642867021404?l=beyond-pulse.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Dreamy♂http://www.blogger.com/profile/10703134390959617224noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5988398958775225556.post-23960409470566559332007-07-09T20:49:00.000+08:002007-07-09T22:19:25.616+08:00<span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;">She just changed her link...<br />i went in to peek..<br />well,<br />it wasnt right,<br />i noe...<br />but those pics...<br />just...<br />proved me wrong...<br /><br />i need to know<br />when to move on...<br />there is not even<br />a slightest feeling for me...<br />i'm not needed...<br />i noe...<br />it's just the feeling<br />im having right now...<br /><br />it's confusing...<br />yet disturbing...<br />it's painful...<br />yet i want to be happy...<br />those fake smiles...<br />i wanna end off<br />this year well...<br />the final year...<br /><br />the final year...<br />the final year...<br />this is the last few times<br />i will get to see you...<br />i'm so depressed now...<br />i wanna look forward<br />to seeing you each day...<br />it aches me bad...<br /><br />the sour feeling inside...<br />i just cant' let go...<br />i feel so bad...<br />just let me sob...<br />the tears wont come out...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i will miss you...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">for sure...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">3 more months</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">in this school...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">wan say long cant say long..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">wan say short cant say short...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i just got back to my mei...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i dun wan to lose her so quickly...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">love is a great feeling at the start...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">when it ends,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">the pain is undescribable...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i must learn when to give up...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">-----------------------------------------------</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">pai seh...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">recently no update...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i bought the xbox360...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">at 1st july...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">cool eh?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">so i play and play...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">den din update...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">sorry lahhs</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">>_<</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">my fault no update kays?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">XDXD</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">aiyah...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">school close dat time...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">will lose frwens...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">lose mei...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">lose loved one...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">everything lost...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">just for one 'O' level cert...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">worth it or not??</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">u tell mi lorrs..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5988398958775225556-2396040947056655933?l=beyond-pulse.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Dreamy♂http://www.blogger.com/profile/10703134390959617224noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5988398958775225556.post-61357473290576513192007-06-27T21:58:00.000+08:002007-06-27T22:45:35.316+08:00<span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;">>_<</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">fell sick on</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">thursday & friday...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">saw a doctor...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">felt very pain...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">for two whole days</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i sick lehs...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">including one sleepless night...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">about about 3-5hrs of slp...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">first day diarrhoea</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">and stomach pains,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">2nd day fever...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">felt like dying...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">at that time,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">when i had stomach pains...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">killing myself,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">to end the pain,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">seemed like the best resort</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">during that ordeal...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">but den,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i thought abt it...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i wondered what</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">would happen</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">if i left this world...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">my friends...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">my loved one...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i can't leave</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">this world yet...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i haven't helped</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">my friends enough yet...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">thanks for lending me</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">ur strength...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i needed it...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i dun wan to leave this world...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i dun wan to leave my friends...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i dun wan to leave her...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">school start liaos...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">go bak to school</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">very fun lehhs..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">my seat location...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">very hard to take a glance of her...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i dun wan my class to notice...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i dun wan hurt her anymore...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i know how u feel now...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">cuz i experienced the same </span><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">feeling</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">on the net recently...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">it muz be very frightening...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i'm sorry...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i shld have thought how</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">it would feel if i was in ur shoes...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">it muz have taken u</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">a lot of courage to reject me...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i'm glad...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">at least you know what's the best</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">for yourself...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">humans are greedy</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">they want the best for themselves...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i dun blame you...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i will wish you all my best...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5988398958775225556-6135747329057651319?l=beyond-pulse.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Dreamy♂http://www.blogger.com/profile/10703134390959617224noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5988398958775225556.post-91840665355563607282007-06-19T21:28:00.000+08:002007-06-19T23:07:40.958+08:00<span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;">hahas...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">long time no blog XD</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">sorries...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">wahhs...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">today study at</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">changi airport...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">study what??</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">maths ^^</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">sians...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">ehhs.. </span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">orisha's name change to</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">oriella...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">LOLS</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">sounds like cinderella...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">dun forget ur slippers ^^</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">ytd i go to</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">my chinese class</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">chalet...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">nvr eat anything there...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">hahas...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i went to be sporting ^^</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">budden...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">someone hor</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">dunno how to cook...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">then the other oso dunno</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">how to maintain the fire...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">XD</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">funny,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">the "chef" said</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">that she bbq</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">for the 2nd time...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">1st time is the 1st day..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">2nd time is the day i attended...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">nxt time,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i wanna be in charge of</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">the fire...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">^^</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i believe that i</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">can do a better job ^^</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">so abt today...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">yupps..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">maths skills drop a lot...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">chem up a lot but</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">maths drop...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">need more practice...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">gambatte!!</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i will do it..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">100%</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i wun fail anyone...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">including me...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">hehes...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">jia you all...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">my trusted buddies</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">and friends...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">do well for yourself</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">and do well for me</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">kays?</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5988398958775225556-9184066535556360728?l=beyond-pulse.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Dreamy♂http://www.blogger.com/profile/10703134390959617224noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5988398958775225556.post-81001153205378164242007-06-14T22:04:00.001+08:002007-06-14T22:19:04.501+08:00<span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;">Haiz...<br />this world is tough...<br />thoughts differ from<br />people to people...<br /><br />yea,<br />i'm into watching<br />certain animes nowadays...<br />those which has comedy<br />and elements of romance...<br />cuz these animes,<br />usually has many<br />ways of teaching<br />people to look at things from<br />a different perspective.<br /><br />im quite suprised<br />at some of the way<br />the author manupilates<br />the response of the<br />anime characters...<br />i quite admire their effort...<br /><br />yupps...<br />recently not much is going on...<br />just that...<br />i learnt many life lessons<br />from the animes<br />ive been watching,<br />and gained answers to<br />some of my problems...<br /><br />though animes are<br />just dreams of<br />what many would like<br />in life...<br />it won't change things<br />around for the better...<br /><br />i want to thing differently...<br />so much so that<br />i would not be an outcast...<br />due to my unsimilar thoughts...<br /><br />i will be there...<br />i've thought enough...<br />im tired today just<br />thinking about it...<br />it won't stop me thou...<br />i will be there...<br />just waiting...<br />for the time to say<br />goodbye...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5988398958775225556-8100115320537816424?l=beyond-pulse.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Dreamy♂http://www.blogger.com/profile/10703134390959617224noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5988398958775225556.post-53795233030398780322007-06-05T21:20:00.000+08:002007-06-05T22:00:38.570+08:00<span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;">...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">today,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">my grandmum and my bro</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">headed to penang</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">in the early evening...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i feel so bored now...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">although i have</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">all the time on</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">the computer...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i wonder now and then...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">about her...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">and about this</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">unknown girl...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i know that,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i have no feelings</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">for this unknown girl...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">but this is the first time,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i've ever encountered</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">such a question...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">well, gtg now...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">bbies</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5988398958775225556-5379523303039878032?l=beyond-pulse.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Dreamy♂http://www.blogger.com/profile/10703134390959617224noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5988398958775225556.post-11884628449495261652007-06-04T22:16:00.000+08:002007-06-04T22:27:22.863+08:00<span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;">Wahhs...</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;">dis is crazy...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">to think that</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">an unknown girl</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">on the net would ask</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">if i favoured her...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">thx for da advice </span><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">husayn.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">well,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">it didn't help much,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">but i've found what </span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i needed to say ^^</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">wanna know what i said?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">nahs dun say it in this blog..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">even if there's no one here</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">to read...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">hahas...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">things do come around,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">when you think long enough..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">its proven.. ^^</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;">well, husayn</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">you did ask me if i still liked</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">_______...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">fact is, i am rather confused now...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i'm putting my results on</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">the first line than to think</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">of her now...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">these things can wait...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i know...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">because this is the real life...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">it ain't like an anime,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">which is perfectly made</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">to accustom to our lives...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">in fact, animes are only there,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">to remind us of what we need</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">to remember in life...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">the morale boost is definitely</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">what i needed... ^^</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">it is rather late now..</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">i shan't type much more...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:78%;">wait for my next update ^^</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5988398958775225556-1188462844949526165?l=beyond-pulse.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Dreamy♂http://www.blogger.com/profile/10703134390959617224noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5988398958775225556.post-18564960668149506732007-06-01T22:53:00.000+08:002007-06-19T23:09:52.194+08:00<span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-family:times new roman;">I'm bored...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">that's for sure...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">it isn't like me to do many things...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">i dunno?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">why do i always mimick the way</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">people do stuff?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">today, orisha said i spoke differently...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">yea, i recognise myself </span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">speaking in a different tone,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">just like the way</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">syahmi speaks...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Argh...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">i can't stand it...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">this shapeshifter has gotta</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">find his own soul...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">i also noticed one thing...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">during class,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">i somehow managed to mimick</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">william...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">well, at least i was favoured...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">but *sigh*</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">anyway,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">i made a lot of trouble for</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">others today...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">hahas...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">this devil has got a way...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">in the library,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">i went to a computer,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">entered the menu's options</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">and renamed many files...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">the librarian should be mad</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">if they found out... ^^</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">also, i hacked into yanfen's blog</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">by finding out the pass to the blog...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">din noe she had a very bad temper</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">and used vulgarities too...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">well, who knows??</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">hahas...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">well, i can't tell anyone that</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">i hacked into the account right?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">I would be avoided then lolx...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">wow... that is sure a lot to write</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">about for these few days huh?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">hais...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">i'm still lost...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">i dunno wad to do...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">just that i noe that i have</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">a mission in mind now:</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">" get gd grades for 'O's "</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">i will work for it...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">i noe that i've been lazing</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">these few months,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">since the start of june at sec 3.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">but as long as i'm able to</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">accomplish my goal,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">i would be much happier</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">right?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">my goal says yes</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">but the heart of going</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">thru this process says</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">no.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">its because my head says</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">tht no relationships can be</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">maintained without money...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">that's why i must get a gd job...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">but my heart says,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">im really not going to</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">enjoy this now or the future,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">if i keep on striving ahead...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">well, that's all for today.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">it wasn't a nice wrap-up,</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">but at least the points are there right?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">its cool to have a blog...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">but to noe who to</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">restrict the blog to...</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5988398958775225556-1856496066814950673?l=beyond-pulse.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Dreamy♂http://www.blogger.com/profile/10703134390959617224noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5988398958775225556.post-26404060958995872942007-05-28T17:47:00.000+08:002007-06-19T23:09:12.041+08:00<span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:78%;">Today's my Chinese 'O' Levels Paper...<br />Was quite focused on the paper...<br />Like i promised myself,<br />to not get distracted<br />by you in the examination hall...<br /><br />A sad thing...<br />I did not bring my glasses<br />and thought the paper<br />was two hours long...<br />Thus, my time management was shattered...<br /><br />Pity that...<br />And because of that, I lost 8 marks<br />which i could easily obtain from the passage...<br />But that wasn't entirely the main problem...<br />I could not answer some questions,<br />which totalled up to about 11 marks loss<br />from not being able to express my thoughts in chinese<br />as i know what to write,<br />but i can't remember the characters to be used for writing...<br /><br />As calculated, a 6 mark reduction from my paper 2,<br />would mean a different grade...<br />As for my Paper 1, i need to score as least 45.5marks<br />In order to get B3...<br /><br />How can I at this rate?? XD<br /><br />Well, at least I still have you in my heart...<br />That's all I need to take me to the sky...<br />Trust me, we will make it together...<br />=)</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5988398958775225556-2640406095899587294?l=beyond-pulse.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Dreamy♂http://www.blogger.com/profile/10703134390959617224noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5988398958775225556.post-34069803856442373102007-05-24T19:31:00.000+08:002007-06-19T23:08:50.866+08:00<span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-family:times new roman;">It is more simple nowadays...</span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;">I can control myself of when to love</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">and when to focus on work...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">It is onli when you are able to</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">divide your time</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">would you onli be able to </span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">feel more organised</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">and more free to do things</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">as you wish</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">in the time you divide for...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Thus</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">I've gotta use my time now</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">on my studies</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">thats where both of us aim.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">I must push you aside for now.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Its not that i forgotten about you</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Its not that im willin to move ahead now</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">but i must work extra hard</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">in order to get what i want...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">I am not weak anymore.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">I know what im aiming for.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">Till the day im able to</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">fully support a relationship</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">i wont get involved...</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">but love still remains</span><br /><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">deep within my soul...</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5988398958775225556-3406980385644237310?l=beyond-pulse.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Dreamy♂http://www.blogger.com/profile/10703134390959617224noreply@blogger.com